Somebody Kill me

I am alive.

I think.

Well, the hourly blood tests, blood pressure readings, temperatures, and pulse readings say so.

I am in so much pain.

I just got home from hospital, I've been there since tuesday, for what started out as 2 days of tests and stabalization of diabetes.

It turned into 4 days of tests and observation for something that they know nothing about.

They can tell me i don't have diabetes insipidus, but they can't tell me what I do have.

All i know, is everytime i stand up, my head leaves the planet.

I feel like i have a brick in my skull.

It kinda feels weird to say the least.

You wanna know how they diagnose diabetes insipidus?????

Its called "Water Deprivation Test"

Guess what they do!! Go on!! Guess!!

They put you in a high dependancy unit, and don't give you any fluid of and form, shape or size.

Then they take blook every hour, make you pee, weigh you, take your temp, pulse, and blood pressure.

I have 16 fucking holes in my arms.

I look like a junkie.

My arms are numb and purple and swollen.

Ouch.

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